Beautiful Destruction

Maria. Yes...hello. I like things that I love and I dislike things that I hate. I may love you but hate you at the same time. It's just how my mind works. I'm imperfect, and always will be. I smile, laugh, cry, frown- but you'll never know what i'm feeling. I'm just that good at being bad. I like to destroy my body- pierce,cut,tear,dye anything. They say it's ugly but to me being this damaged is beautiful. Music is inspiring, always. The lyrics just float around in my head, like the rest of my thoughts. Then there I am, in my own world again. <3

29th November 2011.

this day has been so fucking useless.
do you ever feel that some days just happen to make you feel even more shit?
i hate it because i just feel kinda empty sometimes, as if noone gives a flying fuck, and i know that people dont.
lovely isn’t it?
the amount of people i have begun to hate just keeps rising and rising, and now its boiled down to just a couple of people that i actually trust.
gotta love life sometimes ay?
so, instead of doing stupid emo things, im ranting on here, and listening to enter shikari as i go.
one good point though- im starting to feel weaker again.